When the second trimester began, the reality of the trip started to get to me. January arrived, and everyone told me it was time to fast. I found it hard to press into God. I had been craving this level in our relationship that I had gotten to a year ago and felt like I lost it when I had gotten sick and my husband was looking at fifteen to twenty-five years in prison.
What a day yesterday! Our Chancellor got us ready to walk the streets with a powerful message. I was completely afraid to be out om Bourbon street witnessing to drunk people, but after walking a mile and being on my feet for hours, I loved it. It was constant rejection, creepy men (one lesbian), people running from us, but there were others who kept saying keep coming out here. One man told us he had more prayer on Bourbon street then he has had his whole life. This is what its about. You only bring the souls you saved to Heaven.
In the following days, I discovered the last part of my vision had come true and it broke me. It filled me with a rage that caused me to lash out at my sister and mother. My mother had to remind me that God had prepared me for this, so when I could calm down and muster up the courage, I opened up my devotional. It was the last day of Coping with Pain and Adversity, up until that day I read it with no passion, but right there in the scripture provided was Joel 2:25.
After a long ride during the night from Kissimmee, FL to New Orleans, LA, we arrived at 3 p.m. Barely any sleep and lots of theological conversations… Read more “Mardi Gras Day 1: Arrival”
Congratulations to all the ladies who finished but…. I had a crisis point at the end of week 2 and almost quit. Okay I did quit Brittne, but I started Lyza. There was no difference in my body and I had to realize Brittne is good for beginners. My body might be starting at a weaker point, but to be able to adapt and see changes, beginner exercises does not work. I immediately saw changes the way the ladies doing the challenge saw changes once I switched programs.
This month is about teaching you what it means. This month is about spreading this message. I’ll explain why it disappeared, to begin with. It is also for you to desire this powerful life that God has in store for you. I pray that this lights a match in your heart and sets your spirit on fire so that you can live a victorious life amongst the saints.